Fifteen

Taylor Swift - Fifteen

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors

It's the morning of your very first day

And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while

Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here

For the next four years in this town

Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say

"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out

Well, count to ten, take it in

This is life before you know who you're gonna be

Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail

And soon enough you're best friends

Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool

We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car

And you're feeling like flying

And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one

And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends

[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/fifteen-lyrics.html .]

When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

When you're fifteen and your first kiss

Makes your head spin 'round

But in your life you'll do things greater than

Dating the boy on the football team

But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted

Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday

But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy

Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall

I've found time can heal most anything

And you just might find who you're supposed to be

I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day

Take a deep breath girl

Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Well, I am officially fifteen now... this age reminds me of Taylor Swift's Fifteen... It is a lovely song after all... I like it so much...

My fifteenth birthday huh? Well, nothing special happen after all...

Last night, chatted with my friend, waited until 12.00am in the night, the first minute of my birthday only I went to sleep... although I am damn tired that time, I just want to do something different...( I know it sounds crazy)... When the clock showed 11.59pm, after he wished me, and I waited him to finish his last song..= = I went to sleep... > < seriously, I couldn’t stand anymore, I was too sleepy... ( the next day some more have assembly early in the morning, thank goodness I didn’t sleep there... =P )

That’s why the next morning (today), I looked tired and sleepy at school... but yet, some of you may saw me hyperactive at school or maybe talking nonsense around, crazy-ing... I think it was because I’m too tired, and didn’t sleep well last night... > <

After school, I changed my first Mr. Peter Tan’s tuition’s and went training like usual... (I was so shock when I went to tell him that I wanted to change class, and he answered me “Yes” and asked me no reason before my mind came back to my brain... = = ) ... but today’s training was harder than before (because I’m getting older and I think those physical training was a little bit too much for me. > < ), I was really tired... But I’m so happy... Finally, we have a trainer to train us... =D It’s good to have trainer to train us instead of training by ourselves, nothing improves and ignored by others... I’m so glad to have you guys back... XD

After that, before our training ended... An asthma case happened in the school, my teammates and I were asked to treat her... > < well, seriously, I’m not pro in this yet... Well, I must learn what... I am fifteen now... No more “I’m scare” or “I don’t know what to do??!!”... Yup, no more... You’re grown up now... > < Well, at least I tried my best to treat her... I wish I did help her just now... no wonder is she okay now??? (okay, I went back before I can see whether she recover or not...= = although her asthma attack recovered, her hands and legs were paralysis, I needed to go home as my mum was waiting me outside for 10 minutes already)...

Well then, birthday what... How many birthday wishes did you receive? Or how many presents did you receive? Hm... I don’t care about presents... As long as you remember my birthday... I’m happy enough... =D
I did receive present, from Yee Jian.. Here is it ^^ thank you Yee Jian... > <

A "pear" a day, keeps the doctor away.. =)

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Besides that, I received many birthday wishes too... but I was wondering... why my friends like to wish me one day earlier or even 3 days earlier (I know you want to save it in your “draft” but you accidentally clicked “send” to me... anyway, I’m happy... =D ) ... One day before my birthday, let me count... till the afternoon, I received about 3 birthday wishes from FZW, SCQR and CYC... (guess who are them..XD ) at night, I received from my 3 “brothers” , THB, LWW and LYR... All of you can’t wait until the next morning only wish me ah??? Can’t wait me to be older... > < Anyway, thanks a lot for remembered it... I was so happy... ^^

When it was 12 midnight, I received from LHY and TZH... The next day (today), when I go to school, erm... let me think... hm... Ah! KYJ wished me then followed by EOJR, then CAY, LA.... hm.... sorry... I can hardly remember it... > < short term memory... please forgives me if I missed your name... > < then after school, nothing special... nobody seems like remember it... then when I walked to the basketball court, my “brother” said happy birthday to me... Everyone liked: “Oh! Today is your birthday! I almost forgot! Happy Birthday... =D”... Thanks a lot... ^^ I was so happy that time... =DD   GYM, CMH, TSF and KYT wished me.. thank goodness again, there aren’t many people there, because I am too shy if everyone wish me happy birthday here, happy birthday there... yea, I’m too shy and mostly...weird.. > <

After training, I went home... saw my dad sent me a messenge, “Happy Birthday to my dear daughter...=))” I phoned my dad and said thank you!!! Daddy... XD... so touched... muakzz dad... ^^ then after I bathed, switched on my computer like usual... Unexpectedly, I remember I did hide my birthday from the Facebook event, but, hey! There are many people wished me too... ok, let me recall... erm... JKJY, WKYS, TJY, KH, SKCF, CSF, CAY, OJL, KYT, MCYC, EK, TYT, YZW, TYH, TJC, ML.... wished me via Facebook... Well, it was really unexpected!!! And I received sms from FJY, Oxin, CTY too... I was soooo happy that you guys remember my birthday... =))))) Tonight, my family are going to celebrate my birthday... having a small party eating KFC and a small birthday cake... XD thanks mum... ^^

Well, it’s my birthday today, but... It’s only a normal 24 hours day too... My 15th birthday will soon end after 4 hours... I have received many unexpected wishes... but... yet, I didn’t receive yours... Meet you today at school, and also xxxxxxxx... just like last year... you forget... again... Well, as I expected, you won't remember... I’m just normal friend to you after all... I’m still saving the messenge you sent me that, you say you will remember my birthday this year and going to buy me another extra present for last year’s birthday... I’m not forcing you to give me the present... but... just two words “Happy Birthday” is enough for me... well, I will wait until the last second of my birthday... for your greet... for the last time... as my last birthday wish...